Dress- Target, tights are navy blue, Keds from Urban Outfitters, Cardigan-thrifted

So yesterday pretty much sucked balls: Found out I can't do anything over spring break cause I don't want to waste money for college. Can't go to France over the summer for same reason. No luck finding job.

And I received my financial aid letter from Marymount and they want me to get about $25,000 in loans. SHIT

So yeah, it was a great day

HOLY CRAP

the world is coming to an end, it really really is!!!!

V. BECK'S IS WEARING FLATS (not only flats but) SANDALS!!

Hurry, and pack up the minivan!!! Get out of here!!!!

Where I want to be

I can't decide. I either want to be relaxing on Kauai (if you've never been, I highly recommend it!)

Or New York City, with the fabulous nightlife. 

Another

I forgot to add this local to the list: Bali

There's a foreign exchange student thing in my French class that sounds interesting. So I might ask my mom, its not cheap but it sounds fun. Hanging out with a French family and going to museums and stuff there with them, how cool would that be. Cause going there alone or with a friend that has never been there before is a little shaky, but you never know. 

My sad/odd life

Here are some pictures of what I do in my spare time

Me and my friends have bonfires at the beach!

We go to fancy museums in Pasadena (Huntington Library)

And we get super dressed up and go to dances.

There is a glow dance this Saturday and that is what I am going to embarrass myself in. I'm going to wear it with black tights and black flats and cause I need support while dancing, a colorful print bikini top.

I love my friends and I will miss them dearly when off to college. Each of them are different and special in their own way.

Amy- I've known her the longest (over 10 years) and I feel like I can talk to her about anything and she won't judge me, cause she knows everything there is to know about me

Sara- I've known her the second longest. I feel like I can be the absolute dorkiest person ever and she won't judge me cause we have so much in common

Kristen- I can just randomly call her up and be like "Can I come over and chill" and she won't care. I feel like I can real with her and she has the best advice. One of my "adult" friends

Evelyn- When I want to laugh or be laughed at, I definitely go to her. We have so much in common it can be scary and we basically believe in the same sort of things. Sort of like my alter-twin if that makes sense

Brennan- The smarty pants. If I have a question, I can always turn to her. We have a love/hate relationship. Where we can yell and be mean to each other and make fun of each other but underneath the surface we are just laughing and having a good time. She also shares me passion for partying

Tali- If I am pissed off at life, all I have to do is call her and hear her say "Hi" and I am instantly in a good mood. Her and I share a passion for seeing the world and being a part of something bigger than us. 

Dominique- The nicest, most sincere person I may ever meet, with a hard edge. If I feel like crying I know she has the most perfect shoulder to cry on and say a joke at the same time

Combined, all of my friends are basically me, rolled up in a ball. They share my attributes as well as my faults and I love them more than anything! I will miss them so much when I leave! :(

To get Away

Sorry I haven't posted in the longest time, its been crazy hectic around here

Yesterday me and some friends went to the Huntington Library in Pasadena.If you have never been I seriously suggest that you do and during spring, when its sunny. When we went it was slightly cold and spring has barely sprung so the flowers weren't in full bloom yet but it was still beyond gorgeous! Plan a visit please!!! huntington.org

Anyways, while doing some homework (I despise AP Art History q-cards!!!), I was talking to my friend Tali and we were discussing Anderson Cooper in one message and in the other places we want to visit. So I decided to post pictures of places that I am dying to go visit. I have had this dream for the longest time about backpacking to random places. I love the idea of going places that are bigger than me and seeing and experiencing cultures more profound than my back yard of orange county.

(In order from left to right to left again: New York, Thailand, South Africa, Sacre Coeur Chapel in France, Istanbul, Northern Ireland, London, New Zealand, Great Barrier Reef in Australia, Greece, Brazil, Cornwall in England (where my grandma was born!) and Dubai) But trust me, there are 10times more places that I would love to experience!!!

Songs

Do you ever have moments where you hear a song, and you instantly think of a time or a place where you listened to it? 

For me the Modest Mouse album Good News For People Who Love Bad News,  reminds me of this one book On Pointe about ballet dancers, because I finished that book in one day and that whole day I listened to this album, so I hear a song like "Float On" and I instantly think of that book. 

Then the Coldplay album Parachutes makes me think of this time, my mom and I drove up to North L.A. to visit her fabric lady, and the whole drive we listened to that album over and over. So when I hear a song from that album, I picture graffiti from L.A. and driving with my mom. 

Memories are a fickle and interesting thing.

Oh, and if you have never listened to either of those albums, I highly recommend you do. Modest Mouse's album is perfect if you feel like utter-crap and Coldplay is perfect for well anything!

DIE

I pretty much die on the inside every time I hear this man laugh, it is like an angel!!!!

Its around the 2:13 mark

L.O.V.E.

I am utterly in love with my namesake- the clothing line Chloe. I love all the clothes that they do, and I know that they were having some tough times without Phoebe (genius!) but they have always triumphed through it, and I think they have created some amazing clothes for the Chloe girl. 

Picking out my favorites from over 5 past runways, I think was the hardest thing for me to do!

ahhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I just got an email saying that I GOT INTO MARYMOUNT MANHATTAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MY DREAM SCHOOL!!!!!! AHHHHHHHH!!!!!!

Those shoes were made for....

I have no idea where to wear these shoes from the Nina Ricci runway!!

Honestly! Where? and how?

I have a feeling, I would fall flat on my face. (oh and the little tiny heel in the back, doesn't touch the ground, so you are just walking on that big platform up front!)

I'm all for creative, amazing, Victoria Beckham high platforms and stuff, but SERIOUSLY!

I wanted to hug each and every model when they stepped off the runway!